Check this BRIDGE out! (I did.) 

it was a double-decker bridge!!! LOVE IT! 

I ended up crossing the state line into Nebraska! 

thumbs up, nebraska! 

Watertown, SoDak

beautiful!

This is a gorgeous gazebo in Watertown that I have wanted to go into and FINALLY went up to it yesterday ... it was locked. I took pics.

the sign outside of Estelline HS

BOYS GIRLS

I LOVE THIS HIGH SCHOOL and the students there.

I don't know if you can tell in this pic or not, but on the left and right of the name of the school, there are lighter colored areas that read "BOYS" and "GIRLS" ...

WHAT IN THE WORLD?

"We are a school. We have students. What kind, you ask? Oh, boys and girls."

"We are a school. Do we have restrooms? Yes. Boys and girls."

"We are a school. We don't know what else to put on this sign. Boys and girls."

Just some ideas. ;-)

finally, the haircut pics ...

HAIRCUT!

see, it's short? there's another pic below. like the dramatic lighting? it was LAST sunday morning, waiting for des to pick me up for church. haha.

it does not, however, always look like this. it kind of decides each day what it wants to look like. today was a lot swoopier, but i am not in favor of the swoopiness.

whatdya think?

haircut! 

so much

i've got lots goin' on right now. thoughts racing in my mind, activities impending, packing to be done, decisions and dinner to make, clothes to fold ... sigh.

i am speaking in two -- count 'em, TWO -- chapels this upcoming week. i am less nervous than before, but still.

i miss people. eir will be home on friday, HOORAY!

i REALLY miss some people.

i do not like anxiety. it wastes so much time and burns up so much enjoyment. would i be the same person/have the same personality if i had less anxiety? i would be MORE of the person God desires me to be, huh? Lord Jesus, deliver me from meaningless worry and anxious trepidations.

"When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your consolations delight my soul." Psalm 94:19

Thank You, Father.

the road

travel is going well so far. i love meeting wonderful teenagers!

i also love seeing my campers at college fairs.

i also love YOU.

my haircut ...

ok, so this is mandy moore ...

mandy moore

this haircut is the inspiration for mine. i will post a pic of MY haircut as soon as i'm able. the cord i need to dump pics onto my computer is back in my office ... and i am in sioux falls ... again.

i like mine. it seems even shorter than mandy's, actually.

what a DAY. for anyone else? thank you, eir, for being a voice of sanity.

love,
jackie lea

homecoming

we lost. in OT. oh well.

after our football games, we have this thing called "5th Quarter" where Coach Talley and other coaches and the players can all speak and encourage each other and acknowledge the Lord, and it is SO COOL. when they are done, the fb team sings "Mighty Warrior." makes me proud to be a part of Northwestern College.

i hacked my hair off this afternoon. i think i like it though.

going to church with des tomorrow; i'm excited! church shopping is ... good, and difficult, and kinda thrilling, as I look for a place that matches the one in my head ... and one where God wants to use me. i DO miss the NBCC youth group though. i am excited to visit them, once i find a new church. until then, it might be too hard. sigh.

so, there's the story, morning glory. my blog ... for jackie hemmer, southern, and dro. and me.

love!

friday night

wow, what a week!

first of all, i'm not so good at keeping up this blog thing, huh? i can only see my posts when i'm using internet explorer, and at home, i use firefox, so ... annoying. nevermind.

my week.

mon-tues-wed: college fairs

wed night: i went to the youth group of one of my favorite students. her name is caitlin, and she's the junior that megan and i took to applebees during our lifelight weekend. it was really great to see caitlin, heather, and bafo -- and to meet some fun new peeps too!

thurs morn: spoke at Sioux Falls Christian HS. GLORY TO YOU, FATHER GOD. it went well. i hope that it really spoke to the high schoolers; one of the teachers thanked me and said she was changing an afternoon class around because of the message. so that's cool. maybe the entire message was all just intended for that one teacher. hmmm.

rest of thurs: high schools and back home ...

when i got home, i felt SO SICK, like pukey-sick. don't worry, i didn't puke. of COURSE i didn't puke; i almost never do. one time in the last twelve years or so.

anyway, woke up this morning feeling just fine! phew!

work was crazy, lots to get done when you're just in the office one day a week!

BUT GET THIS:

into my cubical walks ... TRACY RENEE LAIR! what in the WORLD! she's in town for the Desiring God conference. if you don't know, trace was my college roomie, and she and her husband bry live out in Illinois. i had no idea that i was going to see her today. it was SOOOO GREAT, i almost cried! i sound sappy.

i also go to see bry. and veronique and her baby joshua lee. SO SO SO SO SO ADORABLE.

tonight i watched a movie with trix. nice to just unwind. then talked about speaking in tongues with trix and linds. then etc. i like my roomies a lot.

thank you for listening and goodnight.

back in SuFu ...

and i need to FOCUS and practice my chapel message. it's hard to get down to business, ya know?

sigh.

yikes, thinking about it makes me nervous. i'd better go work on it.

LOVE!

sodak

my travel season officially began today.

i am in mitchell, south dakota. i drove by the corn palace tonight. you are probably jealous.

you should be.

love,
jack

ugh

i am SUCH a procrastinator. awful.

i really ought to work on my chapel message, but it just hasn't happened yet. please, Father, use me this fall to share YOUR MESSAGE with highschoolers. i pray that it is YOUR desire that i am sharing this way. please protect me from being a nervous wreck all fall. be glorified. amen, hallelujah.

family

i love mine.

they are so funny, and they love Jesus. what a joy to be a Sommers girl.

on my way to owatonna ...

I am in the backseat of trixie's car right now, and sami is talking about this long dream she had, and I am posting through my phone.

we are en route to bec's bridal shower. how odd.

I am feeling very overwhelmed lately (sooooo busy with travel planning ... and I need to prepare a chapel message for this fall ... five set up so far ... i'm nervous.), but at the same time as being overwhelmed, I feel I am learning GOOD, GOOD things about grace, trust, and freedom.

i'm too busy. I look forward to time alone while traveling. oh the life of ... me.

i don't think blogger is working

or is it?

monday monday

yay for ashlee and for wentworth miller. sigh.

i like my job. a lot. it's kind of overwhelming right now, with planning my fall travel, but i will survive.

did i already say that i am reading "TrueFaced"? it's great -- i'm excited to read more. it's about having your motive come from TRUSTING God instead of PLEASING God. The idea is that if our main motive is to please God we will never be good enough; we will try and try and perform as best we can, but we cannot be "good enough." But if our motive is TRUSTING God ... that is PLEASING to Him! If we reside in the Room of Grace and live out of Who God Says That I Am, we will start living differently. I'll probably share more eventually. Chew on that and tell me what you think.

Love love.
Jack

and dora too

thank you, dro, for reading my blog.

another good day. i took a really long nap (3 hours) , which is GOOD. but i wake up feeling guilty and panicky. i'm better now, thank you.

haha. this should be yet another good week! coffee with ashlee tomorrow, shopping with trix on wednesday, sodak club meeting on thursday, tq coming over friday, bec's shower on saturday, trying out first free with whit on sunday. oofda.

love!
jackie lea

a great weekend, only half over

YES. good, good weekend. here's the play-by-play.

after work on friday, des and i went to the AWESOME new(ish) Dunn Bros. on Fairview, got free drinks, and talked for HOURS. yay!

i came home, and karin had invited many people over. we hung out; the boys wrestled; we played Four on a Couch; COLLEEN HAMMOND CAME OVER. Woot woot.

Then I had an AMAZING experience with some of the roomies ... SOOOOO FUNNY. just know that four of us were sitting on the kitchen floor, DYING of laughter. karin, liz, carol ... that was AWESOME. (and Jamin just kept playing! LOVE IT!)

Then we watched a movie, but I went to bed before it was done.

TODAY ...
we had Football Frenzy on campus, so I helped with that and stayed for the FB game, which the Eagles WON. Good work, boys.

Went to Jimmy John's with Kimmie and Trix, and when we got there, there were three tables of people and I knew peeps at every one, so i visited for a bit.

Came home, watched 13 Going on 30. Again. Good movie.

Going to church in the morning with Whit. AND going to bed early tonight ... it's only 8:37, and I'm gonna go crawl into bed and read for a while then get some much-needed rest.

One more good thing: Haley Rhoades said to me today, "I'm jealous that you get coffee with Des. I want to get coffee with you too!" How cute is that. Reminds me that I'm getting coffee with Ashlee on Monday. Yay for friends.

Hello to Jackie H. and to the Southern Invasion, the two people who will read this. Please know that I love you both and that I had a great weekend; I hope yours were wonderful too!

ooooh ... i like my life!

it's fun.

today was pretty crazy-hectic at work. i have a wonderful new co-worker (nohemi/naomi), and it was Club Day (yay SoDakers! I'm the advisor for the South Dakota club, hee hee, love it love it), and I'm planning my fall travel (like trying to put together a jigsaw puzzle).

I'm planning to speak in several Christian school chapels, and I have two set up so far. I LOVE the opportunity to get to share this way, but I also get really nervous until I'm up there. Sigh. Coolio.

i like northwestern, eir, caribou, desiree wood, south dakota, roomies, my house, books, and JESUS.

the end. for now.

look at me go!

making it a habit ... and maybe someday i will share valuable things on here.

tonight i went to northwestern bookstores and grabbed "TrueFaced" and sat down there to read it even though i have already purchased it online. It's a book about being REAL and taking off the masks that we wear, and it almost made me cry twice in the store. As I said to eir, "Maybe I'm sappier than your average bear." But anyway -- it is a scary book to read because it makes me feel like I should be sharing more of myself with others. It is scary, but I REPEAT, "Freedom begets freedom." I am learning it more and more, I feel.

So I bought that copy. I will give the other copy to eir.

I am going to go read more now ... scaaaaaaaaaaaaaaared!

swing of things

Trying to become a blogger again ...

Today was pretty great. Good, productive day at work; then tonight I heard Tyler Burkum perform at Barley John's. Went with Whit. Saw Derek Ahlberg, Alex and Phil Hicks, Torrey Burkum, among others. Interesting. And awkward. Well.

Nevermind.

Oh stories stories stories. Saw Whit's new apartment; it is HUGE. Unreal. HUUUUUGE. Very cool. I want to read books over there.

That's all for today, folks. I know I am a disappointment when it comes to blogging. I'll keep trying.

Kind of Interesting ...

A-Z about me

A-Age: 24, aaaaaaaalmost 25
B-Bed size: Itty bitty twin
C-Chore you hate: What chore DON'T I hate?! Bathroom floor's the worst. Disgusting.
D-Dessert you love: CHOCOLATE!
E-Essential start your day item: The Word of God
F-Favorite actor(s): Haha, I don't know. Wents?
G-Gold or Silver: Silver.
H-Height: 5'2"
I-Instruments you play: trumpet ... but not lately!
J-Job title: Senior Admissions Counselor
K-Keeping track of your day: My own brain typically, but lately I've relied more on my planner
L-Living arrangements: Living in the Lodge, a beautiful huge house, with Tricia, Kimmie, Lindsey, Carolyn, Liz, Karin, and JJ. It is AWESOME.
M-Mom's name: Ronda
N-Not liking right now: mmmm ... not sure. I'm feeling pretty okay right now.
O-Overnight hospital stay other than birth: nope.
Q-Quote you like: "Freedom begets freedom."
R-Right or left handed: Right
S-Siblings: Kristin and Kevin/Vinny
T-Time you woke up today: 10:20, but that's because it's Labor Day
U-Unique habit: hmmm ... lots probably. Trichotillomania. Does that count? :-)
V-Vegetable you hate: cooked carrots. I like carrots, but not cooked. GROSS.
W-Worst habit: Tricho?
X-X-rays you've had: Busted up my elbow two separate times.
Y-Yummy food you can make: Yeah, not my specialty. Eeek.
Z-Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Saturday

I know that no one is reading this. I am just trying to get back into blogging mode before I scream, "COME LOOK AT MY BLOG, EVERYONE!"

Clearly I am not there yet. I am not even sure I do want to blog again. I want to share my thoughts and stories and insights, but blogging seems so overwhelming sometimes. Maybe it's just me, with my so-often-overwhelmedness.

It's Saturday morning, and Megan and I will soon head out to the music festival and try to gather as many prospective students' names as possible. I hope I am geared up enough. It is going to be LOUD, and my voice is already going ...

Love!

SuFu

I'm in Sioux Falls right now ... it's good to be here. I like Sioux Falls. I like knowing my way around enough that when Caitlin called, I could figure out where Applebees was. I liked eating with Caitlin and Megan.

Megan Weber is awesome. Such a lovely blessing to get to spend the weekend with her here.

Lifelight starts tomorrow!!!

Over a year later ...

I think I might start blogging again. Is there anyone still out there?

quirks?

You know, peeps, a while ago I asked if anyone had any bizarre, quirky things he/she did. Only the lovely Mrs. Hemmer responded. Anyone else?

Wishes: >please let me not be the only strange one ... PLEASE let me not be the only strange one ... <

Jesus, let me not so quickly forget Your blessings. Love You.

I FINALLY DID IT

... I pierced my ears. I am nearly 24 years old, and I haven't sat in that piercing stool for almost a decade, but instead of crying and wimping out (as I did at 14), I just ALMOST cried but DIDN'T wimp out, and now I have one lovely hole in each lobe. Thank you, thank you. >Curtsies<

"But jackie lea!" you may say, "how on earth did you have such COURAGE to face the gun, especially after LOOKING at the spear-shaped pointy ends of the studs?"

Well, well, dear friends. Ms. Erica Murriel Davis was at my side, and she held my hand. Thank you, dear eir, so trusty, so true!

So, please, mark today, July 22nd, as MONUMENTAL: jackie lea finally let the needle through the lobe. No tears were shed (but close!), and I did not hyperventilate (although I got lightheaded and was breathing VERY deeply). :-)

A bit stressed

AUUUUUUUUUUUGH!!!

Hi friends! Sooooo much going on.

We're getting our house, for those of you who haven't heard. So, trying to figure out all the details of that. Went to/worked Sonshine and got about 700 names (compared to about 40-50 from last summer), so you could say it was a worthwhile weekend.

HOT. It was ragingly hot. Sweltering, one might say. And then Matt from Relient K was there, so that made it even hotter. hee hee. Oh Matt ... and Tyler Burkum ... and Phil Joel ... you cutesy cute guitarists.

Got to see Dro, Kallie, Sara, Gimp, Chris, Bunts, Brittany, Vink, Al-Gal, Vinny, and many more. I wish I could spent MORE time with you, peeps. Dro, girl, you are so terrif. Love all the Hawk Nelson motions!

I got some groceries tonight, mostly junkfood. I need to clean my room, correct my financial situation, write letters and emails, cool down, read. Tomorrow I go to work (I PRAISE YOU, JESUS, FOR GIVING ME A JOB THAT I DON'T NEED TO DREAD!), and we're having a brainstorming session for the first two days of this week; then Wed, we're having a picnic over at Bethel U with them. Awww, how sweet. I have SO MUCH to get done, but methinks I won't really get down to it til Thurs. I will survive. I think.

Ok, that was probably super boring, huh? I love you guys, and I MISS you! Hey eir, maybe we'll talk more when you're back in Chicago, lovey. ;-) Let's get together soonish, dearheart. Oh yes, Wednesday. I'll email you back or call ya, honeybun.

Love!

I think I'm going to go to bed early ...

It's kind of exciting actually. I don't think I'll be able to fall asleep right away. Lately, I've been going to bed moreso around 1 am, but I might actually close my eyes before midnight! Wow.

I'm nervous for this work week. Why??? I know I've got a TON to do tomorrow; I think my problem is that last week, being sick, I wasn't very motivated. I hate feeling that way. Jesus, make me productive and lively this week!

And Thurs-Fri-Sat ... Sonshine with my roomies!

I wonder if Dro will introduce me to her husband Matt Thiessen ...

Lord Jesus ...

Please put us with the EXACT RIGHT ROOMIES for next year! Please bring the right girl(s) to us! Your will be done, Father. Make it clear, please! :-)

Here are pictures of the HOOOOOOUSE!!!! Who wants to live with us????

Yes, remember there are SEVEN BEDROOMS!!!


Downstairs living room ... that door goes into downstairs bedroom #1

Upstairs bedroom #2 

Upstairs living room from yet another angle ... you can see the bar/countertop on the left 

Upstairs living room from another angle 

1000 square foot upstairs living room ... yes, it looks like a lodge 

Cuuuute kitchen 

Upstairs bedroom #3 

Downstairs bedroom #3 

Downstairs living room 

SEEKING ROOMIES!!

I'm hoping to post pictures of this place tomorrow ...

But for now, let me just say that we need 2-3 Christian girls to rent this house on Cty Rd E with us. It is AMAZING and HUGE. You would just FREAK OUT if you saw this livingroom. It looks like a LODGE. If you need a place or KNOW someone who does, let me know how to contact you!

Thanks!

AUGH!

Get the cadenza off my screen!!!!!

Hmmm

You're a cadenza!


What musical term describes you?
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i miss people.

i miss people.

at eir's request ...

here is the link to the Narnia teaser trailer: click here.

Enjoy!!

All you gotta do ...

is ask for a free frosty at Wendy's this weekend, and they will GIVE IT TO YOU. So terrific. Why can't every fastfood joint be so wonderous?

I don't CARE about some greedy woman dropping a fingertip in her chili and lying ... I love that place. What a beautiful place Wendy's is, and their 99-cent menu? Two words: "Yeah buddy."

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tuesday eve

The Chronicles of Narnia teaser-trailer will be on the website tomorrow! Yay!!

In short time, friends, some of us will be on that Spirit-graced plot of northern land where Long Lake waits for the return of its heroes.

Thank You, Jesus, for a lodge of worshipping children.

of the corn.

thoughts for tonight

The fountain at NWC ...

Isn't that just beautiful? How sad that campus is soooooo beautiful during the summer, when so many students don't get to enjoy it!

Anyway. I read 2 Timothy, Titus, and Philemon tonight. Here's what I want to share:

"But refuse foolish and ignorant speculations, knowing that they produce quarrels. The Lord's bond-servant must not be quarrelsome, but be kind to all, able to teach, patient when wronged, with gentleness correcting those who are in opposition, if perhaps God may grant them repentance leading to the knowledge of the truth," writes Paul in 2 Timothy 2:23-26.

What an exhortation! The Lord' bond-servant must not be quarrelsome! God, rescue this depraved generation who loves to argue. Make us Christians looks different from the world. Help me, Jesus. Help me to be "sound in speech which is beyond reproach" (first part of Titus 2:8)!! Make me love You more, Savior. MORE OF YOU. Humble me.

Love You. Make me a cheerful servant.

SOOOOOOO great. 

It's not quite this bad right now, but still ... I am such a SLOB.

I miss people. I wish I weren't such a bum sometimes. It's strange. I want to be around people so much, but when I'm alone, I can be such a bum. Read 1st and 2nd Thessalonians tonight ... ahhhh, good. I love 1st Thess. ... reminds me of how I feel for my camp kids.

Come home, eir!

the confusion, the confusion

but it's ok. Jesus is in control. i feel really annoying tonight. like, i'm not trying to be, but i feel like i'm bugging this guy i'm talking to. i don't like that. but i want to talk to him.

strangeness, right?

oh i love people and miss people and lately i want to be in GROUPS a lot.

i want to hang out with Coach K. he is a funny, funny man. oh him and his orchid stories. i feel kind of crazy about a boy right now, but it's a strange craziness. like a bizarre obsession but not a ... what's the word ... REAL out-and-out crush.

i need more sleep. i am reading Wind in the Willows right now. i spent about an hour in Barnes tonight.

spent a nice chunk of time in the Word. Jesus, make me desire to spend more time with Thee. strange night. bless sir. where is he?

love,
jackie lea

Ok, girls ... assume your prayer stances. 

i miss rochester peeps!

... and people associated with roch ... as whitty has said, eir is somehow a "roch person." :-)

all those lovely hemmers ... jackie and rick and brie and brice and LITTLE GAVROCHE, the snugglebutton ... brad and julie and ry-guy and kellbelle and heelion!! the cc students ... ash, reggie, erick! will! nordy!! little nordy (that's kallie, haha). DRO AND HUNNER. moose and wendy. gimp and andy ... gene and cozy!! i even miss WHITTY, who lives 10 MINUTES AWAY.

the southern invasion ... miranda ... holly and diana ... the BEERMANS!

OH MEADOW PARK, HOW I MISS YOU, PEOPLE!

ervy ... wezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i also would like to see christina and sarah morgenthaler. and sarah stanchfield.

in general, i miss rochester peeps, as i said.

love you,
jackie lea

p.s. i also miss ted and my lana. and your lana. :-)

Jesus Christ

What a beautiful NAME! I just want to say His NAME to people!!

Once I heard on the radio that this group of women were going to go to Iraq and walk the streets just proclaiming the Name of Jesus. I wonder if that ever happened and/or what happened when they did so. Acts 4:12 says, "And there is salvation in no one else; for there is no other name under heaven that has been given among men by which we must be saved."

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ... there's just something about that Name. Master, Savior, Jesus ... like the fragrance after the rain. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ... Let all heaven and earth proclaim; Kings and kingdoms will all pass away, but there's something about that Name!

Jesus, Your will be done in my life and in the lives of those who believe in You. Jesus, make me bold for You. Make me love You more and more ... overwhelm me, Savior.

"Held" written by Christa Wells, sung by Natalie Grant

Listen to a clip here.

Two months is too little
They let him go
They had no sudden healing
To think that Providence
Would take a child from his mother
While she prays, is appalling
Who told us we'd be rescued
What has changed and
Why should we be saved from nightmares
We're asking why this happens to us
Who died to live, it's unfair

This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held

This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it and
Let the hatred numb our sorrows
The wise hand opens slowly
To lillies of the valley and tomorrow

This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held

If hope is born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait, for one hour
Watching for our savior

This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held

Homeschooler blog quiz ...

You match best with Chad! He's fun to hang with and
can make you laugh whenever you're around him.
He's a kid at heart which makes him easy to get
along with most of the time.


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Now I've Found

... the greatest love of all is mine since You laid down Your life ... please let me be Your desire, sanctified by glory and fire.

Listen to a clip of "Majesty" by Delirious? right here.

yeeeeeeeaup

tell me a story, peeps.

hmmm

Jesus, I am confused about You. But I trust You are a perfect Rock.

am i crabby?

oh friends friends friends, i am an idiot.

i miss SIR like crazy mad. it was good to hear about drew and will tonight. but it makes me want to be around sir and see how terrifically dynamic and FUN he is! Lord, make him love You abundantly.

sometimes i dislike the telephone.

non-verbal. interesting.

the sea, oh the sea

OCD

big sigh

i don't know, everyone. life is quite overwhelming at times. or even often. i hope i get a balanced mind someday.

there are so many things I don't understand. Jesus, calm the waters. I trust You, although many questions remain unanswered for now. help me to REST while knowing that You are good and holy -- and keep me from running, dear Savior. i want so much more of You. make my discontent into a fire for chasing Your heart. thank You for living inside of Your children.

teach me so many things ... or make me content in not knowing them. No kinder Savior waits for me than You. REMIND ME. Make me believe.

i love You, Savior. love this heart. security. thank You.

amen, hallelujah.

Friends, that might explain what's going on with me but seem vague, huh? I'm a spastic, spastic young lady with a mind that goes and goes and goes, and I have all these ideas and questions and thoughts ... so many of them ... some so bizarre ... and I don't want to be controlled by them. One might even say "obsessive." Haha. Do you guys have any weird, quirky things you do?

appalachian is HOT HOT HOT

hi friends.

i wish i had more time. Father, help me make good use of the time i do have.

love,
jackie lea

this weekend

oooooh sweet productivity!

i read all of Operating Instructions by Anne Lamott, half of Animal Farm by George Orwell, and parts of The Problem of Pain by Lewis, James Chamberlain's book, and The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams (loaned to me by Davydd), and ALSO The Bible. :-)

i did the dishes and picked up the livingroom, cleaned part of the tub, some of my room, went to a Saturday night church service with Matt Rien, Sunday morning church at Newbs, returned some clothes at Super Target, bought some beads, and made bracelets.

on Friday, whitty came over and did homework on my couch in my room while i read on my bed. lovely.

i ate fairly well too. good work, jls. thanks, jls.

love you, friends. love You, Lord!

Day of Prayer and Service

yeah, i just tried to post. oh well. we played with kids all afternoon. terrific. tiring.

ate pizza and got icecream with whitty. that's it in a nutshell. i love my friends and Jesus.

Day of Prayer and Service

this afternoon i did not work at my desk. instead i went to mpls and played with kids for about four hours. how TERRIFIC. i LOVE Northwestern College!

whitty and her roomies were there as well. and there was a little girl there who looked like jill hemmer SO MUCH, and we asked her her name, and it was WHITNEY. i played with a little Mexican/Caucasian boy named Angelo, and a little ADORABLE African-American girl named Ashley. and others. they were terrific. it was tiring.

tonight whit and i ate pizza at my place and then got Coldstone. i came back here and READ. sigh. i love books. i want more time.

love you, friends. love You, Lord Jesus!

SO OVERWHELMED

i want to do MORE for the Lord. hallelujah for His grace, huh? for the fact that we are saved by it and "not by works so that no one can boast." oh Jesus Christ, wrap me in Your arms. work THROUGH me, Jesus. i am so weak! give me right motives; let me hear and recognize Your voice. help me to do all that You ask of me.

thank You for Your sovereignty.

please take my overwhelmed-ness. make me effective.

and be with the New Age woman from Barnes and Noble. draw her to Your heart. let me respond in OBEDIENCE to Thee, my Creator, my Maker!

forgive me for my shortcomings. thank You for Your mercy.

wednesday evening

tonight i called brice on my way home from work, and he said, "i just got done with track ... as in, i'm in the locker room right now." i said, "thanks, brice, for making me feel AWKWARD." haha. what's up with that boy anyway? the last time i called him was a moment after he had (purposely) dumped hot candle wax all over his hand. weirdo. but i didn't really get to talk to him last weekend ... maybe three words. sadness.

i leave for youth group in about 15 minutes, and i feel strange. TIRED and weird and sooooo overwhelmed. i should go spend some time with Jesus first.

love!

i love jackie hemmer!

yaaaaay! jackie hemmer reads my blog, and that makes me want to post about my day ... post something thrilling and exciting and worth the read.

tonight whitty came over and we ate jimmy john's and watched Star Wars II. For some reason, it took FOREEEEEVER. We got to my place a little after 7 but didn't finish the movie til after 10:30pm. Well, eir called in there, and we all three chatted a bit about macie ruby, the adorable girl we want to KEEP. haha. sort of. whit and i (and not really eir either) have never met her.

oh well.

children are so terrific. and fun. i want so many of them.

WHY OH WHY am i still up at quarter to 12? i'm gonna go pray. love you, friends! love You, Lord!

one shining moment

hmmm, i wonder if any of my friends watched the NCAA game. at least biz and trix (and davydd) watched "one shining moment" with me. thanks, guys. RESPECT, BEC! SIT UP. haha.

how is everyone? everyone = my roomies and dro and eir and caroline, the only people who read my blog, haha.

oh well.

i wish i knew who sir was. Jesus, make me love You more!

hey, it worked!

all right, so now what do i post about?

i'm kind of cleaning my room. it's looking much better than this morning, but it's still not there yet.

thank you, friends.

IF THIS POSTS, THEN YESSSSSSSSSS!

i can't get my blog to work lately.

teen convention

i'm still tired! but it was great to see so many terrific people ... whitty, al-gal, dro, the hemmer chicas bonitas, and soooooooooooooooooooo many others! sir william, ronny miller (my puppy), maggie hicks. and i got to meet bug! finally!

i miss my eir!

okey-doke. i hope this posts. i've been having problems with my blog lately. we shall see.

much love, friends.

SPASTIC

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Monday, March 28, 2005

levelness

that's what i picture it is like for you people to think. a levelness.

Easter

Amen amen amen AMEN for the RESURRECTION!! I praise You, Lord Jesus, for the salvation You've granted, for the power You have! Thank You for being so mighty and so kind and loving and for dying for sinners such as us. You are King; be enthroned in my life always.

Thank You for the hope Christians have because of Your redemptive work that we celebrate on this day. Make us remember what Easter is all about and WORSHIP.

Love You, dear Jesus, perfect Son of God.

RAGING HEADACHE

aaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

but i got to talk to three (yes, count 'em, THREE) wonderful boys tonight ... dj, brother, and wesley jack. how i love them all!

i miss you, friends. can't wait til teen convention. if someone could tell kellie hemmer that i love her, that would be great.

Jesus: He is good. Wow, is He lovely. Tonight Wes told me something really interesting and GOOD, but I'm not sure how to re-phrase it right. I'll just put it simply: GOD CAUSES ALL THINGS TO WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD TO THOSE WHO LOVE GOD, TO THOSE WHO ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE. Amen and amen!! How exciting! Even in present heartache or confusion or sadness, He is sovereign and He works things for the good of His children.

Thank You, Lord. I love You.

i'm better now

hi friends.

YES. i love my sir!! sir, how i love you! i miss you, dear love!!

God, prepare us for one another. You are in charge. Make me submit. You know all.

love,
jackie lea, Your daughter

oh, confusion abounds

in fact, i even feel a bit sick to my stomach.

what am i DOING? sir, i love you and i miss you!!

Holy Father God, You are King of all; thank You for this life and for the exciting things You put in our lives. fix me, Father! fix me! i'm so confused, but You are my ROCK.

i love Thee. submit my life to Your ways.
amen, hallelujah.

March Madness

I wish that someone were here to watch the games with me!

This weekend was SO BUSY but pretty awesome ... got to hang out with Trace and Bry (and Jamie and Ang and Hope!) AND Whit and Eir, my Chicago lamb. Friends are lovely. Thank You, Lord, for the amazing ones you've blessed me with.

Talked to my sister Kristin today, and she told me a terrific story about how she shared that she was a Christian with one of her co-workers. Love to hear it! Jesus, bless her and keep her and make her grow even more in You.

Dro, how you doin', girl? Miss you!

Yeah, I'm Still Alive

Here's a new post. But what to say, what to say?

I've got a lot of thoughts right now that I'd prefer not to process alone, but I don't want to bug people either.

Love.